A little busy

I’m always ashamed when I come back home (here, in the And) and see that I haven’t written or shared my thoughts in a long time. I’ve been rehabilitating my back, got a job, tomorrow is the end of the first week. Oh. It’s been a long time since I worked somewhere with a schedule, but everything is going easier and better than it seemed. They give me the necessary level of freedom, I give my opportunities. Somehow everything happens. Right now it’s cold here, the temperature outside is close to zero, in places it’s snowing and lying, there’s no heating at work, so we’re working in survival mode until it gets warmer. There I’ll be able to close work issues and hope that then there will be time for my thoughts on the blog and that these thoughts will be in my head, because for now it’s empty.

The week was hard and almost every day at the end of the working day I went somewhere else, returning home closer to 8-9 pm. It’s harder than the work itself. But I’m coping.

I would like to do more, but I don’t have time for that right now. It’s funny, but I was (sort of) blocked on Tumblr, so…fuck it. I don’t really need it. There was no promotion there.

Now I have to check everything by money, because there are certain expenses and there is no way to earn steadily right now. Moreover, one work account was blocked, so there were even bigger problems with money. In general, I just try not to pay attention to everything and live until the moment when everything will be easier because either something will fall apart, or additional sources of income will be found. I’m going to look for goods and sleep, because right now this is more important than anything else. I hope to write a couple of posts on the main blog soon. I love you all. See you soon 🙂

A. Schopenhauer “The World as Will and Representation”. Quote 1

I decided to quote thoughts that struck a chord. Like this one

“Just as the degree of sharpness of consciousness varies greatly among different people, so it varies even more between different species of animals. However, in all, even those closest to plants, consciousness is sufficient to pass from action in the immediate object to the intermediate one, as a cause, that is, to thought, to the perception of the object; for the latter is what makes them animals, because it gives them the opportunity to move according to motives and therefore to seek or, at least, to seize food, – while plants move only according to irritations and must either wait for their direct influence, or become exhausted: they are unable to seek or catch them. In the most perfect animals we are amazed at their great intelligence – for example, in the dog, the elephant, the monkey, in the fox, whose mind Buffon so skillfully described. By these most intelligent animals we can measure with sufficient accuracy how strong the mind is without the help of reason, that is, without abstract knowledge in concepts: on our own we are so We cannot know this well, because in us reason and reason always support each other. That is why the manifestations of reason in animals often turn out to be either higher or lower than we expect. On the one hand, we are struck by the intelligence of that elephant, which, despite the fact that during its journey through Europe it had already crossed many bridges, once refused to step on a bridge that seemed too unstable for its weight – although it had seen the rest of the procession of people and horses usually passing over it; on the other hand, we are surprised that intelligent orangutans do not support the fire they find, at which they warm themselves, by laying wood: the latter proves that such intelligence is required here that is impossible without abstract concepts. Knowledge of cause and effect, as a general operation of reason, is even a priori characteristic of animals; this is quite evident from the fact that for them, as for us, it is a prerequisite for any visual knowledge of the external world. If any further special proof of this is desired, it is only necessary to recall that, for example, even a perfect puppy, with all its desire, does not dare to jump off the table, because it anticipates the weight of its body, although it has not previously had a completely corresponding experience. However, in discussing the mind of animals, we must be careful not to attribute to it what is a manifestation of instinct – a faculty that is quite different in its action from both it and reason, but often very similar to the combined activity of both.”

I saw this video and remembered this quote. It’s amazing how the dog trusted an unknown mechanism and didn’t try to escape from it, knowing that they would help her. Is this a manifestation of instinct? Or trust? Or intelligence? It’s hard to say. But it’s interesting to read these thoughts through the examples you encounter.

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