Distract..
Saint Creature It seems like sometimes all we need is a distraction. Read More
April is Coming..
There are times when I really focus on something. And right now it’s… a Fleur song, but a bit unusual. Read More
And I know exactly how this ends..
Somehow, everyone has become depressed. And somehow it seems to me that everyone is simply s..icked by the three words “heat”, “ballistics”, and “what the fuck did I make depressed?” The last word is the most important, because it includes any circumstances. It is different for everyone. For me, it is about a cold (probably) with a temperature. But it is not about me.
There is an overabundance of narratives that are thrown at us in our lives. They work especially well in conditions of discomfort – it doesn’t matter if it’s hot or cold. But it’s at these moments that you give up and start thinking “..but maybe?..” – it’s about the desire to move. It’s about fatigue from the life that has surrounded you for God knows how many years. About anxiety. About disbelief in tomorrow.
Yes, I am the same “cheese maker” who writes one thing today and will write another tomorrow. But right now, in the moment, I am here to say that life goes on. It doesn’t matter if we lost someone yesterday or a year ago. It doesn’t matter where you live. It is important to live and believe in your tomorrow. Whatever it may be. Only with faith in tomorrow will it come. Only with a vision of this very tomorrow will you be able to move on.
It’s strange that Linkin Park’s The Emptiness Machine inspired such thoughts. This same “the emptiness machine” wants to crush us all. But we won’t let it…right?..
..if you can change one thing..
At such moments I feel like I need someone’s advice, but there is no one. I think it’s a fear of making your own decisions. Of the moment when you are asked “..and what will you do next?..”. Read More
EXP Date
Why are we always looking for signs?..why do the numbers on the packaging decide more than we do?.. Read More
Threads is the blogging Tinder for the poor
I returned to Threads after deleting my account. It’s like starting from scratch. And what can I say? On average, 2 out of 3 comments are about toxicity. One person wrote what was asked for, one wrote something stupid that was deleted immediately (and with a swear word). Another one… advertised her services under the guise of an answer. A classic for this social network. Why did I return there? I don’t understand it specifically at this point.
We all do stupid things sometimes, don’t we?
Reflections
I came to the conclusion that the things I do at one time or another are not accidental. They are the result of internal reflections. That is, somewhere inside, I made a decision, and it is visualized in the form of certain thoughts, on the basis of which I begin to understand what exactly I wanted to say to all that. First of all, to myself. And I felt myself.
I deleted two applications. Out of four. Because I don’t want to search. Because this is my perception, when…the choice is made?..there is some inner thought that it was made on both sides. It was not voiced, but. That this is the same option when you feel comfortable. From words, thoughts. Sometimes strange, sometimes surprising. Without double meanings, but with caution.
Time will tell how it will be. But for now I need to get 4 hours of sleep.. 🙂
They say.. (opinions about dating apps)
..that he who does not seek finds. But does he then need to “find” anyone at all? Read More
Who do you need, who do you love?..
..When you come undone.. Read More
You’re gonna go far, kid..
“There’s something in your way
And now someone is gonna pay
And if you can’t get what you want
Well, it’s all because of me”(c) The Offspring Read More