And you said baby don’t bother, you know it’s..

..It’s all in your head
But tell me have you heard a single word that I’ve said?..

In the middle of the evening I ask myself “so… at what stage are we? What next?..” – and I understand that we are at the stage of closing the issues. We need to close the issue of money and loans, make stable access to the Internet, and then, in the future, still take up English for both of us. Because I understand that the level of my knowledge is sometimes inappropriate even for editing. On the other hand, I am learning new things that will help in the future. So, can we say that we are standing still? I think not. Everything is just moving very gradually, as I am not used to. But, as if, I am recovering from what happened and moving on.

There is always an option that you would like and the one that you have. Frankly – the Czech Republic is what you would like, and Germany is the reality. Although we are not there yet, not there. Anything is possible until a choice is made?..

I need to start a blog. Make it the way it should be. Some people consider blogs a relic of the past, but I see them as a foundation. This is my own method of communicating with the world, which does not depend on blocking various profiles. Just today I read complaints about how profiles on Reddit are blocked using leftist methods. So, only a standalone blog.

I ask myself – what is creativity for me? What is a blog for me? And I understand that this is not a desire to see the prospect of earning money or that someone will donate something. This is a desire to meet new people. What I need now, first of all, are people. I am not interested in money, no matter what problems I have with it at the moment. I am interested in people, communication. I would like to find the same people with whom I would like to spend the last part of our lives, no matter how long or short it is. It seems that this is not the worst goal that you can go for.

I need gasoline to keep going.