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I’m alive, I just got a fly in my eye…

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I’m working on a local project, so I don’t have time for anything else. I looked – I haven’t been here for 5 days. It’s crazy how quickly time flies. However… what I’m doing is a small-large social project that should unite the entire city (and its events) with a population of about 12,000 people. This is a kind of pilot project of the idea of ​​what can be achieved if you try to unite different segments of the population. Will it be successful? Time will tell. But for now, I’m investing a lot in it.

In a sense, this is my promising job. The funny thing is that it’s a full-time job (with a schedule) for $150 a month. On the other hand… times are turbulent and no one knows what will happen with trade in the future. So this would be at least some kind of base for actual earnings. Maybe it makes sense, there are all sorts of possible additional payments and something more interesting in terms of money is already looming there.

Have I found my place? And no. But the other day I put on my earring (for which I pierced my ear), wrote Sa Crea on a fabric ribbon and attached it to the earring. That evening I was myself. That evening I spoke in front of people for the first time.

But I see my main and more important blog here. Where I am with you. I share, like, thoughts. I share them with my loved ones. I love you all. See you soon. I went to add posts to the main blog about a couple of anime 🙂

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Not on time

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I watch people who have gone to Europe now, and… I understand that it’s not the right time for the idea of ​​moving somewhere there. Or moving at all. Simply because everyone now has either a problem with obtaining a visa, or a problem with work. So, is there so much desire to go into the unknown, using their only chance? For now, most likely, they want to get some stability here, and there are certain plans and ideas on how to do it.

In general, having your own house, even $ 250 a month does not seem like such bad money, especially if it would be a net stable income in addition to what you have. So… it remains to find yourself and this income on the side. This would allow you to close certain issues and move on. For now, my head is only filled with creativity, and that’s good. If for the second month in a row I consider myself a more creative person, then the year is going as planned. In the final case, you can leave at any time. We just need to know where and why, for now… let’s think about something here.

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Plans are…

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There is such an idea as “brainstorming”, when various, even the strangest ideas are expressed, and in them you try to find something ingenious that will help you develop. And it feels like now, considering the most diverse options, we are looking for our own path and our own method. Choosing even from those options that seemed (or still seem) unlikely. But what is probability, anyway? The question is only how much you are ready to go to the goal.

It should be admitted that we looked at the example of Czech courses and came to the conclusion that we will not be able to learn a language, which in places is the complete opposite of Ukrainian in terms of the meaning of words, not to mention the alphabet with the pronunciation of letters, which, together with certain exceptions and rules, make learning the language as difficult as learning German or French. However, I think the Czech Republic will not lose much if we do not get there because of this. Although this seemed to be the best sense and the best place to move. But now in our life there is such a dynamic that plans change every week because the information we learn about changes. So…

I think that we will still start to deepen our knowledge of English, and then this path will lead us somewhere. Either in terms of work, or in terms of the country where we will move. Is there anything holding us back now? In general, no. The choice is ours

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Translation complexity

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I guess I want more from Czech than from English. Because I understand it in the text, I understand most of what it is about, but I can’t express my thoughts myself. But if the experience with Czech is successful, I think I will take up English along the way. Exclusively for myself. Because…did I decide to blog in it for nothing? Haha…

I don’t think this path will be an easy walk. Especially for me. But if I learned those damn military duties that I didn’t like at all, wouldn’t I be able to learn something that interests me and will really help me in life? I know that Polish would be easier to learn. And that, in general, the Czech Republic and Poland are similar (from my current point of view) countries, but no. I want to know Czech. And fluently. Understand, speak, think. Doesn’t that make you a person worthy of being called a local?

We cannot choose the country where we are born, but choosing the country where we live is our, exclusively personal, right. And this is the main thing. Leave the tales about “patriotism” to yourself. Tell about it to your authorities, who wipe their feet on the flag of your country…

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No Money Art

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I think that creativity should be, at least partially, without money at all. And you should understand that it will not help you do something in life, but… you have to do something for it. Sacrifice something.

Creativity not for money is like charity. You give something to the world without demanding anything in return. Is it worth anything? I don’t know…

In my life, I have helped many people without mutual benefit. I have done many things not for money. In the end, it is difficult to say whether it was somehow returned. More likely not. Did I want it to be returned somehow? It is difficult to say. Sometimes you just need support. Not money. Support. But you don’t find it. I like to go to extremes in such moments and go somewhere. So that someone will pretend that it doesn’t matter to them. In fact… in fact, I think it doesn’t matter to these people.

Sometimes more than at other times, I feel that the world has abandoned me. Sometimes it’s harder than other times. In general, with the war around you, you have the feeling that almost everyone has died. There are no sales, no friends, no communication. You are alone with this harsh world. Such are the prospects for happiness and a healthy life…

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The divergence of planets

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If you imagine our life as a universe, and people as planets – over time, different bodies approach each other, and then, on the contrary, move away. And you, literally with your own hands, see how this happens around you. How people with whom you saw a common vision and things begin to perceive differently what you do. And you come to understand that your worlds, or the universe, are changing. Everyone changes at a different speed. Is this critical?

I used to be very sad because of the thoughts that something could change, you could stop communicating with someone, someone could disappear from your life. Now there is an understanding that in most cases there are those who are “here and now”. You either become related to them and move on, or… everyone has their own path and their own universe.

Perhaps this was the perception earlier that with moving, people and contacts that were there would be lost. Because you will become useless to anyone on the one hand, and on the other – everyone will become useless to you. You will have a new circle of friends, new faces around you. Your own reality. And this is more of a plus than a minus. Because the new reality will perceive you as new. From my feed on Facebook, I see how they don’t perceive me and I see that this me is not needed by those who needed that one. And there haven’t been any major changes yet. I haven’t had a few more piercings in my other ear, tattoos, and in general, most of me still lives “behind the screen”.

I just want to live and not think about how people will perceive your appearance or your creativity. So as not to even bother with all this… that’s why I want to move…

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The screeching of the hard disk was reminiscent of the past.

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I connected an old hard drive to my computer, I needed to find a license key for a plugin. I came across old archives – music I listened to back then, a few photos…why do we cling to the old?..

The further you go, the more you resemble that meme when “the boy Kolya is 30 years old, and he still hasn’t decided what he wants to be when he grows up.” Apparently the question isn’t even who he wants to be, but rather who he doesn’t want to be, looking at others who are “over 30”.

When you look at vacancies – you have a constant feeling that “this is not the job for you, this is not about you”. Because you understand what kind of work it will be for 10-12 hours a day. On the other hand…what have you achieved? You missed all the opportunity to invest in something to be higher and better than what they can offer you now. You don’t have a fat paw up your ass that will pull you somewhere, so…what were you expecting?..

At such moments, it seems that you will just stay where you are and continue to do the same thing as before. Because then you will at least have free time. Otherwise…

I would like to do the same direction that I do now – repairing equipment, but everywhere only packers, assemblers, and other warehouse workers are needed. Which is sad. But how is it. Pros? You can get 2000-2500 euros without thinking about some courses and learning languages. But how long will you last in such a job when you don’t see life in general? Someone for a long time. Me?..I wouldn’t want to abandon the blog, photography, and just work for money. Because why do you need such a thing?..but there are not many other options now. So let’s think…

Someone gets the opportunity to go somewhere and they’ll arrange it for them, and someone…someone has to find their own place..

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