So I guess I got bad company..
Saint Creature I go out of my mind, thinking ’bout what I used to beI got a picture in my head, but it’s not what I like to see…
Yonaka
You’re so evil yet so beautiful..
I think I need to brush up on my English after all. Because it’s just magical… Read More
I know it will hurt, but I promise you that you..
..Will always remember this feeling?
In the spring, I was riding my bike to the military registration and enlistment office, and I listened to this song. In general, I liked riding in the mornings and listening to Yonaka. Especially a few songs. One of them “By The Time You’re Reading This”. There are interesting words there:
“Take off your mask andShow me your heart, IWanna rip it to piecesI know it will hurt, butI promise you that youWill always remember this feeling”
And you know what? Usually, when something bad happens to us in life, we try to forget the music or things that remind us of it. About events, about time. Music, in general, is associated with a lot of things in our heads, and that’s why I’m afraid when I have a composition that I like, it becomes associated with something bad. But something interesting happened here. After several such “trips”, I was sent to military training, and then to the war. Due to health problems, I was there for a short time, I had a chance to get to the other world (and not because of the war), but all this time I was protected by one idea: one day I would go to that Yonaka concert, and feel freedom. I would feel what I had longed for all this time. This music, despite the background that was around, saved me. And I am very grateful to it. You have no idea how many times it sounded in my head:
“Now put your fingers in the air screaming, “Fuck ’em, I don’t care”
Gotta do what you do to get by, yeah”
I think that after this you will no longer be surprised why this blog is called that. Because it characterizes death and resurrection. It is about transformation – both internal and external. And the main question for me is still the same…
“If you take a dip with me
I will fill your fantasies
But will you still love me tomorrow
When I’m a creature?”
Waves
In general, I didn’t want to write these thoughts here. Because, in a sense, these are thoughts about the past. But writing them where it was done before is also not the best idea. So… Read More
Important things
There are things in the world that you see as important. Important for yourself. Important in the moment. Read More